Part 3
Part 3 · 4 min read ·
"He got a new ear." Nathaniel crouched until he was eye level with her. "You fixed him?" "I assisted." "Very important distinction." Rosie nodded solemnly. "Mama did the hard part." Hannah looked mortified. "Mr. Cross, I can explain." Nathaniel barely heard her. His attention had dropped to Captain's foot. Three faded letters were stitched there. N.C. He touched them. Agnes whispered, "I put those there." Hannah turned sharply. "You know this bear?"
Agnes gave a watery laugh. “I know the boy who wouldn’t leave this building without him.”
Rosie’s eyes widened. She pointed at Nathaniel. “You’re the bear’s daddy?”
For the first time that morning, Nathaniel smiled. “I suppose I am.”
Rosie handed him Captain. The bear felt smaller now. Much smaller. But the smell of old fabric and glue struck somewhere beneath memory. He remembered six metal beds. Rain against the windows. A red plastic cup. Agnes teaching him to glue a wheel back onto a toy ambulance. Children sitting around a table every Saturday repairing donated toys because new ones were rare. And himself, six years old, serious as a priest, telling another boy that broken toys were “just waiting for somebody patient.”
Nathaniel lowered his head. “I fixed toys here.”
“You did,” Agnes said. “Every Saturday?”
“Every Saturday.”
“I forgot.”
“No.” Agnes looked toward him gently. “You were taught to stop remembering.”
Silence fell. Hannah glanced away. Nathaniel stood. “Why do you bring the toys here?”
Hannah hesitated. Then she said, “My husband grew up in a home like this in Pennsylvania.”
Nathaniel noticed the change in her voice when she said husband. Past tense. “Daniel could fix almost anything,” Hannah continued. “Engines. Radios. Bicycles. He was a fire truck mechanic for the county. When Rosie was born, he started repairing toys with her.”
Rosie lifted one hand proudly. “I was terrible at first.”
“You were two.”
“Still terrible.”
Hannah smiled, but her eyes shone. “Daniel died three years ago. A heart condition nobody knew he had. Before he died, he made me promise that Rosie and I wouldn’t stop coming here on Saturdays.”
Agnes touched Hannah’s shoulder. “She hasn’t missed one in two years.”
Nathaniel looked around at the toys his mother had discarded. “Why didn’t you ask me?”
“Because they’re trash to your household, Mr. Cross.”
“Not to my son.”
“I know.”
That landed cleanly. Hannah met his eyes. “Leo watched Captain go into the bag.”
Nathaniel looked down at the bear. “He hasn’t spoken to me in three weeks.”
“He spoke to me yesterday.”
Nathaniel’s head snapped up. “What?”
“Only a little.”
“What did he say?”
“He asked where Captain went.”
Nathaniel stared at her. “And what did you tell him?”
“I told him some things find their way back.”
He wanted to be angry. Instead, his throat tightened. Hannah continued quietly, “Your son doesn’t need somebody to make him forget his mother. He needs someone to teach him that being left doesn’t mean he wasn’t worth staying for.”
Nathaniel couldn’t answer. Because suddenly he wasn’t thinking about Leo. He was thinking about himself. That afternoon, Nathaniel took the bus home. Not because he had to. Because Rosie insisted. “Rich people can take buses,” she informed him. Hannah nearly choked. Nathaniel said, “Apparently we can.”
Captain sat between him and Rosie. Every few minutes, Nathaniel touched the repaired ear. When the bus passed through downtown Bellweather, Hannah sat across the aisle with her hands folded over a worn canvas bag. “You could have driven with me,” Nathaniel said. “We always take the bus.”
“You always?”
“Saturday tradition.”
Rosie leaned toward him. “Mama says traditions are memories with appointments.”
Hannah groaned. “I said that once.”
“It was good.”
Nathaniel looked out the window so they wouldn’t see him smile. At the mansion, Leo was sitting halfway up the staircase. He saw Captain. For one second, he didn’t move. Then he ran. “Daddy!”
Nathaniel’s heart stopped. One word. The first in weeks. Leo nearly fell down the final steps. Nathaniel crouched and held out the bear. “Buddy, I brought someone home.”
“Captain.”
Leo grabbed him. His whole body folded around the bear. Then he noticed the ear. “What happened?”
“Hannah and Rosie fixed him.”
Leo looked past Nathaniel toward Hannah. “You fixed Captain?”
Hannah smiled. “Rosie assisted.”
“I did the ear,” Rosie announced. Leo stared at her. She stared back. Then Leo asked, “Does he hear better now?”
“Everything.”
A laugh escaped him. Small. Rusty. Perfect. Nathaniel nearly sat down on the floor. His son was talking. His son was laughing. For the first time in twenty-two days, the house sounded like a place where a child lived. Then Eleanor Cross entered the hall. Her eyes moved from Captain to Hannah to Nathaniel. “What is this?”
Nathaniel rose. “Mother, not now.”
Eleanor ignored him. “Mrs. Reed, you removed property from this house without permission.”
Hannah’s expression changed instantly.